I’ve been eating, a lot. Heaping amounts of really bad-for-you food. Unwise, I know. It’s all in my head. I have somehow convinced myself that food makes me happy. Which is far from the truth. It’s like I am constantly thinking I better eat this because it might be the last time I ever eat it again…or something along those lines. Well, I have been eating, reading, studying, cleaning, crafting, and all that great stuff. I have been hitting the books for my business class, and trying to get prepared for next week when I go back to work. I say back to work like I had a career before or something. When I was pregnant with the twins, I worked at Target…yes the big red dot. It was oh so glamorous working there, people that work there really do thing they are something special. Like, what, it’s a step up from Walmart and you think you’re high class? HaHaHa. It was a job…before that I was a waitress. I liked it much better. But, somehow living in a larger town made it harder to find a job. I’m not really sure how that works out. Well, next week I start a full time job for far more than minimum wage. God has really blessed me with this job. It’s funny, he gave me all the time I needed to become comfortable with the idea of going back to work, which came in stages, and then the second I was ready, he offered me an amazing opportunity.
Well……I guess that’s all for now, If I think of anything else I let you know. I have been oh so absent and a horrible blogger. Mostly because I was dodging you, all of you, I saw you coming around the corner and I ran….so so so far away. I didn’t want you to know I never actually started my juice fast with a fighting chance. There you have it. I failed and have been trying to pick myself back up again. I’ll let you know how that goes. Until next time…Adios!
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September 26, 2008 at 9:51 pm
I know more than I’d like to how hard it is to get back on track when you cheat, but I believe in you and know you can do it!